I almost had a breakdown today. Well, I did. I’m stressed and overwhelmed and confused and a whole bunch of other stuff. I thought I got an A on my psych test but I got an 88. She even gave extra points because the test was fxcked up. I don’t ever get bothered by Bs, but that really upset me. I have mucho work to do, still. I’m kinda procrastinating right now. I need to see my advisor. I think I’m going to drop biology, which also upset me because I was trying to stick it out. But I’m pretty sure I’m not going to pass it.

And my career choicelack of. I know I have “plenty of time” to figure out what I want to do with my life, but the gap is closing quickly. I’m almost finished my freshman year of college. Already. I just feel like I should know what I want to do by now, or at least have some idea. Any. I want to love what I do, but I also want to be stable, income-wise. And I want to help people. Psychology, Sports Medicine, Spanish, or Pre-pharmacy? There are like ten thousand options, which makes it so hard.

Bleh. I’m going to go do something productive now.