I had a dream last night about meeting this boy at a party. He started out as a weak whiteboy, but then he changed into a chill black boy. I don't know how that happened, but that's kinda beside the point.

I kept finding ways to sneak out &chill with him, lol. How juvenile. But we had good conversation; he was cool people. We had good conversation about just random things. I think he was younger than me though, so I was kinda trying not to like him. But that's kinda beside the point, too.

So, the point is that I wish I could just meet someone normal in that normal way. And develop a friendship first. Like I wasn't even thinking about kissing or even hugging him. I just liked talking to him. And even if a relationship did come about out of it, it would be healthy because we know how to communicate with each other.

My dreams are always teasing me.