January 30, 2010

"Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand."

I saw this quote and immediately thought wow, they were talking about me.

Recently, this guy asked me three questions. Do you go to the club every weekend? Nope. Would you ever devise a scheme to reap the financial benefits of child support? Lol, no. Are you a Waka Flocka fan? Well, I've never listened to any of his music, so..I can't say. Then he said..well the question of the day would be, why are you single?

I absolutely loathe this question. How am I supposed to answer it? Should I say some guys just can't/won't put up with my bfs [bitchfits] &or emotional rollercoasters? BASICALLY. I didn't think of that then, though. So, I said to him I haven't found someone who I feel I "click" with on that level yet. I mean, I guess that's true, too. That's how I am though. I'm completely enjoying life one minute and then something happens and I have a breakdown. I can't help it. I've always been that way and always will be. 

I just need to find someone who is willing to keep up.