March 16, 2010

Just thinking.

I'm always settling. For less than I deserve and less than I want.

I want a charming man. Yes, that is a fancy way of saying he has game and yes, there is a right way to have game.

He has to be ambitious. He wants to see the world, own a company, invent an object -- something. What I'm saying is, he can't want to mooch off of other people for the rest of his life.

He has to be trustworthy. Trust is everything to me. I have to know with my whole heart that when you say you'll call me back, you will. And I have to know that when you're going out at night, you're not doing anything I wouldn't do. I'm not a jealous person. And I'm not an insecure person. But when I get the vibe, or deep feeling that I can't trust you, it's really hard for that feeling to ever completely go away.

That's all I'm asking for, really. Of course there are other things, but they're not as big as the ones I listed.