My best friend.
I always look back on our conversations and laugh because they're so drastically different. In one, I take no interest in speaking with him, and in the other, I realized he actually did/does care about me.
May 28, 2007
alexc3168 (1:19:59 AM): i don't understand you...
Auto response from AYO homegrrl (1:20:00 AM): i really just don't know anymore. really.
i'm DONE with stupid people. forreal.
alexc3168 (1:20:28 AM): yeah i was pissed one day and then i decided that i was better than to yell at you so i just went on with my life
alexc3168 (1:20:38 AM): no big deal you know
alexc3168 (1:20:59 AM): and since whenever would i talk to you more than once a month
alexc3168 (1:21:10 AM): some times you just need to grow up
alexc3168 signed off at 10:36:41 AM.
[later]
ps. alex has the nerve to try to talk to me now.
i said fuck that & i meant it.
him: hey, what's up
me: nothing
him: cool, how was your weekend?
me: good
him: cool
end. i could[n't] care less what's up with him or how his weekend was.
September 13, 2007
alexc3168 (8:35:38 PM): hey
AYO homegrrl (8:35:44 PM): hi, sup?
alexc3168 (8:36:06 PM): eh nothing much...just trying to put off this homework for a bit
AYO homegrrl (8:36:39 PM): lol i don't do that anymore, aren't you proud of me?!
alexc3168 (8:37:01 PM): yeah actually i am
alexc3168 (8:37:22 PM): too bad you are wasting your time in cp classes
Funny thing is, I can remember how I felt during those moments, with just the little snippets of the conversation I saved. Our relationship has always been a rollercoaster and I would not want it any other way.
